Alone and cold.

"That sounds like a miserable life to live..."

Yeah, it is. Life is not exactly fantastic when you cannot explain to anyone, especially yourself, why you feel like crying, or why you aren't smiling.

Actually, life gets old when this happens. When it feels like you're just doing the same thing; over and over and over... it takes a toll on your mind.

Life is not exactly fantastic when it feels like no one wants to spend their time with you. When it feels like nobody cares enough about you to want you, or simply your presence.

Life is not exactly fantastic when you sit, just waiting for the other shoe to drop -- alone.

Life is not exactly fantastic when you fall asleep alone and cold. It only worsens with the thought of: "there's a chance that it's going to be this way forever".

Life is not exactly fantastic.