Just stuff.

I think a lot. Sometimes I get trapped inside my own mind and my thoughts go on loop, especially when I'm arguing with myself. And lately I've been thinking about getting a tattoo. I don't want one right this moment as I know it should take a while to decide for the first one.

I want something meaningful on my body that I won't regret and will make me so very happy. I also want it in an at least semi-personal space, like my stomach. That way people will only be able to see it on my terms. Like it'd be a secret between a boyfriend and I. And it would definitely be secret from my employer.

I just have a couple of problems. The first being that I have no idea what to get a tattoo of. A dream catcher for my decease grandmother who was 1/2 Native American? A shamrock for my mother who takes great pride in our Irish heritage? And the second being that I'm a really indecisive person. I have a couple of piercings, but that's okay because I know I can take them out any time I get tired of them. But tattoos? Nope. Those stay. Because I would never get them lazered off.