Life

I always just brushed it off when my mum said ‘once school is over you’ll lose contact with most of your friends, you should make new ones’ i thought that it would be different and that id stay friends with my group as we were REALLY close. But now i see she was right.

People change a lot and although they say ‘you’re my best friend, we’ll always be friends’ its not the case. They’re just words.I wish i had listened, because now im slowly losing the people i that i thought would be in my life forever.

Even though ive remained close with a few of them, they now have their own lives. Which of course i understand, but its getting hard.

Im sick of being alone and having barely any money to go out.Im stuck in a rut right now and not happy with many different aspects of my life.

I need help.