Discouraged

I'm having writers block. I'm getting discouraged, and I have no motivation to write. What's wrong with me?

I know there are a few people who love my stories and I love writing for those people. But I often wonder who else reads them, I see the numbers go up but they are just numbers because I don't know who they are.

I love the fact that I can be annonymous on this website and people don't know who I am, so I understand why some people who are closet fan fic readers don't want to comment or rec a story. I just wish that I as the author of the story, could magically click a button and find out who all my readers are.