why is it you make me feel this way

i feel tottally and completly lost with out you in my life i miss texting you none stop , when we hung out we didnt have to say a word and that moment would still mean everything to me just being there in your arms feeling your heart beat that song you suppsbly wrote for me is still in my memories i keep looking back at it and re reading it . i wish i wouldve kept all the messages we sent im hoping now that everything you said was true . that you meant everything you said about me about how you felt , how you wished you couldve met me first in freshmad year