agh today -.-

why is it im this type of person ,i care too much! i can get hurt over and over again but i still have a place for that person in my heart. i still give a damn about what happens to them , knowing they dont give a shit about me. situations like the one today where i was choking out on the bleachers after school if i didnt have my friend bryan there to help me out , how would things turned out ? if he went would he notice would he care?would he lift a finger in my direction. its hard to try to forget about someone that told you all the things that you wanna hear , that made you feel special ....