Seriously, first day back in almost a year and I am pleased to report that Mibba-despite of it's new and more confusing look--hasn't changed a single bit. The same fights, complaints, and poorly constructed stories. In a world rapidly changing, I am glad I can come back to something familiar, even though I have changed quite a bit in the months I have been gone.
Now, I didn't leave because of the above reasons. I merely grew bored of this place. It seemed to have lost its glow from when I first set my eyes in 2007 (gah, has it been that long?!). I was 19 when I joined, now I am 24. I'm old >_< I feel old sometimes.
I also have put a pause on my writing, which is something I am extremely disappointed in myself about. I was actually a really good writer in my hay day. And I stopped. For no real reason. I just can't put the words on paper anymore. It's like, they float around in my head, but the moment I try to bring life to them, they wither away. It's so frustrating, because I have so many ideas, but they seem like little blurs--too far away from me to make out. Maybe I should read more...that might help.
That might be one of the reasons why I am poking my head back into this place. I'm not going to really read any of the stories on here (unless someone has a really good one they want me to check out. I'm not racist, I'll take a gander) but I might MIGHT start posting again. I don't know. I haven't decided. I am going to start putting my ideas on here, even if it's just my mindless ramblings. Maybe I'm plugged up with writer's constipation. Maybe I need some word diarrhea to get the thoughts flowing again.
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