Dont Look This Age

Let me start by saying I'm 20. No longer a teenager... kind of it though. Miss being teen. But nope I'm in my 20's now. Four months I'll be 21. Still can't believe that. Anyways, I don't like my age what so ever. I look very young for my age. My mom told me yesterday I look 15. I thought I at least look 18 but nope 15. Now I'm not complaining I like that I look younger then am. I'll be forever young. (had too).

I have tattoos. That should tell people something. You can't get tattoos unless your 18. Not even if your parents says its okay, nothing going to happen. People can see my tattoos. That's a sign I'm at least 18 of age.

But with looking younger comes with a down side. Take my I.D I had to get one to get in school. I took that photo when I was 16 or 17. Think I was 16 now that I think about it. I look nothing like my picture what so ever. In fact I look older in that picture then I do now and I don't even know how that happen. So everytime I have to show my ID it takes a good 1 min for them to make sure I'm that person. Imagine what will happen when I'm 21. I will be turn down from ever bar to club because no one will believe me that I'm 21.

I haven't been turn away yet but I've been close though. It's only a matter of time before it happens. And sometimes when I tell people my age they don't believe me. But hey if I can keep looking young then I shall be forever young then.

So guess who's going to the hand doctor tomorrow? This girl. Why? To follow up on her surgery. It seems like carpal tunnel was a waste but then again I don't know if I'm still healing or what. It's been a month though almost two months. So we'll see what the doctor says.