Fat

I feel so much more comfortable when I'm naked or just in a bra and underwear. I hate my body in clothes, they all make me feel so fat. Fitted, loose, and baggy clothes. I'm only totally comfortable when I'm not wearing any.

I was talking to my friend about this and she's the same way so at least I know I'm not the only one lol but some people think it's extremely strange. I don't even really like my body I just think I look so much better otherwise and I FEEL so much better.

I just have to get this out there: Ed Sheeran is the most attractive redhead I've ever seen oh my GOD. I usually don't think redheads are hot but he's gorgeous, not to mention extremey talented.

Okay on a more serious topic my mom is going to be the end of me. I'm so sick of even seeing her in this fucking house. I've been working so much and saving as much as I possibly can so I can move out finally. At this point I'll settle for anything as long as it means I never have to see her again.