Kill Me

I feel like complete shit, I’m fighting a stubborn depression (AGAIN), I feel like stabbing my stomach repeatedly because the pain is unbearable, I feel unbelievably lonely. The only thing keeping me sane is I’m going to see all my friends that I haven’t seen since graduation tonight at the high school’s winter concert and it’s going to be fun to hang out with my crazy friends again. I missed them dearly (not as much as my girlfriend though) and my friends still in high school got the solos and I’m so proud because they’re amazing and they deserve it. But yeah I’m in extreme pain and fighting off the depression so hopefully I’ll return better.

P.S.

I don’t have finals until Monday and Tuesday so I can write a lot during this time off :)