I live 15 minuetes away from that school

I live 15 minuetes from that school. For all I know it could of been my school. I'm scared. No scratch that. Beyond scared. What if the shooter came to my school? Would would I do? I was on the third floor no way I could jump or run away, I'd be dead. But please tell me, how could you look a child harmless child in the eye, and shoot themm same with the other victims. Just in general how can you shoot someone? I cannot believe someone in the right mind would do such an awful. And Christmas is just around the corner, having to wake up and your son, daughter, sister, brother, wife or husband not there to spend a day to be with your family. I take life for granted I know I do, but when stuff like this happens, all I wanna do is be near my family. My teacher today was crying her eyes out. She has children of her own and what if it was her childrens school that that happened too? The man had to be drowned in madness to do such a thing. How can you wake up one day and go and shoot children and teachers? Its insane. This world is insance. Oh. So. Insane.