SIGH.

I finally let Barry read my writing. He says he liked it, he doesn't find it childish or stupid but I'm paranoid that he only said that because he feels compelled to. Oh well, I guess I'll never know.

I've kind of giving up on my fanfiction idea. I have no idea where to even start so I think I'll stay where I'm comfortable; writing original fiction. Maybe somewhere down the line I'll try to write FF but for now I think I'll be staying away.

I'm in the middle of trying to finish 'Monster' but my brain is drawing a blank when it comes to where to take it. I already have an ending written but I need to figure out how to get it there. I'm trying my best though. In the meantime I'll just write the occasional drabble and oneshot whilst I piece it together.

In personal news, my life is boring and I'm miserable about not being able to spend Christmas with my family. It'll be my first ever Christmas without my sister Niamh or my mother. :(