Tiredness

I guess I'll always be the background flower that nobody seems to ever want to listen to. I'm always ignored and then people seem to always think I'm the quiet little bird that is has nothing to say, but when I do talk, I'm always talked over, interrupted, and then just COMPLETELY ignored. I'm tired of it, but when I try and do something about it, I get told I'm being bitchy. I'm never aloud to be in a bad mood, upset or have any negative thoughts, that I want to voice out. I'm so tired of being ignored. Weather it be something stupid to say, or something important. It doesn't matter to anyone.
I hate being the odd one out. No body really cares. Its sad to say but I wouldn't be upset if someone came up to me and shot me on the head, or the world really is going to end on Friday.
I'm tired of being tired, or being depressed and then ridiculed for it.