Christmas.

Christmas is so stressful. I have so much to do and I don't know where to start. The things that I know I should do and how to do them, I can't do. The things that I don't really need to but I think may be a good idea to are two people jobs and I'm alone.

I legit just finished shopping today for groceries and whatnot and finally finished cooking but there are still some last minute things I need to do and ugh.

On top of this I broke my phone so it's hard if not nearly impossible to contact half the people I need to contact!

I'm having my Christmas dinner tomorrow with Jaykob and some other friends because my "family" is awful and I hope to never have to talk to them again. Christmas Day is just going to be another day for me, I'm just gonna be sitting around waiting for Jaykob to get back lol.

I'm really unhappy lately. I need a fucking hobby. As busy as I am that would at least help me feel like I'm doing something that's worth while.