yeah so it's christmas

It's Christmas, right. You know like the time of the year where everyone is happy and smiley and when you leave shops the cashier says 'have a good christmas' or something like that. The time full of festive cheer when bullies unite with the bullied and men harmonize with women and families come together.

I'm so not feeling it this year.

It barely even feels like December, it's not cold, it's not happy, and not one person has told me to have a good christmas. Not to mention, I've just had the shittest school trip ever (german exchange, worst experience I've ever had), today (christmas eve) I feel like crap - I've had to run to the bathroom twice because I've thought I was gonna throw up - and the highlight of this week has been seeing Super Junior on a 3D television screen in Currys.

You heard right.

I'm just not looking forward to Christmas for like the first time ever. And trust me, I feel like Scrooge and I wish I could enjoy everything more, but no one seems happy and I'm totally not having a good December.
December 24th, 2012 at 01:48pm