What's it worth?

What's it worth?.. When the one you love with everything you have tells you that you hurt everyone around you, and your parents right along the side of him. when you are told you are the reason your younger sister is trying to kill herself and hurts herself secretly. What's it worth? Countless attempts and worthlessness your best companion for years. Is there anything in this damn world that holds us back from the end; when we have nothing. Lost the motivation to follow the goals we been chasing for years. Hating ourselves for everything we are, everything about us. See no beauty, no happiness; just grey skies and sunsets. No color, just empty. Now tell me what's it worth?..