I wish I took cute pictures

You know, ones where my hair is blowing dramatically around or I'm making a cute face or laughing at some witty thing someone said. But laughing in a cute, little way.

I mean, I can recreate that but it would be weird just having a picture of me 'laughing', alone, in an empty room


Oh course I could hire a make-up artist, photographer, and entourage to follow me around make me look like a normal teenager but I don't have that kind of money. And it would be kind of sad.

Still though, even if a cute picture were taken, it would never see the light of day. I once got super dolled up and went to a party, knowing that pictures would be taken and they would end up on Facebook and I would look all normal and shit.

And naturally the only picture that showed up was me grinning very creepily at a small child.

So I didn't get to look like a normal kid. I did, however, nail the pedophile look.

But someday...someday I will take a normal, cute picture.

These are the things I think about at night.