new years resolutions | 2012 in general

i definitely feel like 2012 was one of the most eventful years of my entire life i mean looking back on what i can actually remember of the last twelve months i (for once) have nothing to complain about.

i finished a story i graduated high school i dated the only person i've ever really cared about for almost a year i probably spent almost five hundred dollars on drugs i watched the entire series of supernatural in a month my family moved into a new apartment this year i FUCKING STARTED COLLEGE i figured out what i wanna do with my life i have a fuckin kickass roommate i just feel like i grew a lot as a person this year.

when i look back on 2011 and who i was i just cant even process the fact i used to be a total bitch i let everything scare me i allowed every kind of excuse affect me and my life so i wouldnt have to take a chance on something and im mad that i wasted at least four years of my life feeling like shit and idk man i get this sense that 2013 is a year i cant prepare for but in a good way??

NEW YEARS RESOLUTIONS:
keep doing good in school keep focused realize that this it dude
find one good thing to focus on besides weed
keep writing keep writing keep writing
stay in touch with alex, dont lose him
make sure i dont repeat the "november 2012 disaster" after not getting a haircut for months dont fucking take matters into your own hands you end up looking like a dick with uneven hair but at least you were drunk
be happy (cliche as shit but hey)
January 1st, 2013 at 10:19am