I quite done with this life. It's a worthless piece of shit that just needs to go. Nothing in my life is going any way that's good. I really don't have any friends. I try and contact them and they either don't get back to me for days/weeks or not at all.
I really don't want to be here anymore. It's not worth it. I cry all the time now.
I try and hide all this from people but then I just do other things to either piss them off or ruin everything. I try and make things better, but it never works.
I've never had a meaningful relationship.
I don't have anyone to talk to about any of this.
I wish I could just go poof, and be gone. My life is worthless