my feelings for a girl on here

OK my heart is pounding and I keep tripping over myself so I will just write here and hope it helps get my mind clear! I will not give out who I'm talking about. Here I go...

Ok, this girl...this beautiful girl just keeps me star struck when ever I see her comments or her messages I stop in freeze that she is even speaking with me! She is perfect and crazy and just plain wonderful to where now that I have told her how I feel I just want to talk to her all the time but I feel so stupid because I don't want to loose her for good. My heart is torn in two between being with her or loosing her friendship for good and her and I just don't know what to say or do anymore!

She is so stuck in my mind I mess up protecting my friends when I was thinking of her. She is just so...so....perfect! Like the roundest moon or the perfect sunset.

If anyone can help me find a way to make things atleast a bit better it would be helpful but since all I can think of is her idk if it will work.
January 5th, 2013 at 10:25am