I Broke Up With Him

I did it. But now he won't leave me alone. He's always saying that he loves me and doesn't want to lose me. I understand that, but I no longer feel the same way I use too. It's like be forced to be in the relationship so I don't hurt him or his feelings! I don't know what the heck to do. Right now he's considering what we're doing a 'break' and on Tuesday I have to make a final decision. I already know what I'm going to decide so I don't want to play this game. What do I do? I want to give him the chance he wants but I don't want to lead him on? Does that even make sense. Ugh. Boys will be the end of me. -.-