Who am i?

I am imperfect.
I have flaws.
Many of them.
Im not lady like.
Im not always true blue.
I self harm.
I self medicate.
I can be a bitch.
I can be sweet.
I can be your best friend.
I can be your worst enemy.
I am week.
Yet strong.
I am suicidal.
I am not always romantic.
I am always faithful.
When i fall in love i fall hard.
I can be emotional.
I push people away because im scared of getting hurt.
Im not confident.
I have a million insecuritites and anxieties.
But if you cant handle me at my worst.... what means you can handle me at my best.