If I don't get proper sleep I'm going to go crazy

There's a big problem when you're tired as fuck and you are so uncomfortable that you can't even fall asleep.

I went to bed at about midnight last night, but I don't think I fell asleep till around 2am. Then forced myself to stay in bed till 7:30, 7:40ish.

I can not deal with this anymore.. It keeps happening. I shouldn't have to force myself to stay in bed when I'm bloody tired still.

I can't tell if it's my ear pain, my pillow I made to so my ear isn't smashed against anything, my normal pillow, my bed, my body, or my headache.. or it's a combination of them..

I tried going to bed.. it didn't work.. I'm still awake, I'm tearing from yawning, I'm crying from shear lack of sleep and utter not knowing what the fuck is wrong with me..