Just a summary of this week.

So this week I had to deal with two friends attempting to commit suicide. One of them I had to call the cops to their house because they were sitting in a closet with a knife saying they were going to stab themselves. The other I had no clue about until after the fact, his brother committed suicide when he was like 13 by hanging himself in their basement. My good friend told me he had hung up a dog leash in his basement and just stared at it, but finally decided not to do it because he knew it would hurt so many people.
In addition, I lost my virginity this week to a guy I don't love, funny how life works out. I spent the night at his house and told my parents I was at a friends.
My senior paper was due friday, so I got no sleep at all this week.
Lastly, I ran into the 22 year old coworker yesterday and can't get him off my mind.

Just a summary, good to get it off my chest to random people on the internet. Just sitting here drinking at 10 am on a monday morning, its all good.