down and out

My world has been fucked up since last year. I fell in love for the first time with a woman that tore my heart and soul to a million pieces. Everything she told me was a lie. She talked a really good game but couldnt back up shit. She left me feeling damaged. used and terrified of love. she was an addict too that was a knive to the heart because my family struggle with addiction and she was exactally like them. I was lied too cheated on and made to look a fool. I cant even tell you how crappy i feel. I dont feel good enough.
I'm being blamed for my dads and stepmoms relationship issues. I dont feel wanted here. I want to get out of here but i cant find a job. I have no money and no transportation to get a job. I had to cancel an interview today. I need to get myself in college.

Send me an angel
February 26th, 2013 at 09:50pm