I miss writing blogs. I used to write them all the time, aw. Now I have nothing to talk about hahahaha oh dear. You'll be pleased to hear that I'm not here to complain this time...maybe. Ok, I might have a bit of a moan but the whole blog isn't seeking advice or hating life. Which is always a good thing.
Anyway. I've started listening to The Story So Far lately, they're really good. I'd heard and liked one song before, but then I decided to check them out a bit more the other day and tadaaaa, here we are. I think their lyrics are fantastic, and some really fit my current hatred situation. With 'Tony'. No. I refuse to talk about him anymore, lalalalalala I don't care anymore lalalalala
I'm going off track now. Not that there really WAS a track anyway, but eh, whatever. I really wish I could go back to like, June or July or something. Oh my god, I LOVED life back then, I was always happy. I wrote all the time, I didn't spend all my free time crying to lostprophets and most importantly, I didn't speak to HIM. Lalalalalala I'm forgetting, I'm forgetting. But yeah, I do wish I could just forget all the stuff that's happened since and go back to then, it's not going to happen though and I need to deal with that. Oh whoops I said I WASN'T hating life hahahaha
In other news, I started writing another fic (like I haven't got enough of those already) it's smatkins, of course, but idk whether to post it. It's not very good and I only really started writing it because I was bored, but ahhhh. It's like, Sean's a prince in it and Ian's a drunk band member guy and it's really shit omg idkkkkk I'll see where it goes, and decide then.
Oh, and Josh is my new favourite thing. He's actually the cutest, awwww. But he said he wouldn't take me to Disneyland :( and then laughed and gloated about how good it is when I said I'd never been :( yeah I take back what I said about him being my favourite.
Anywayyyy, ily guys so much, you have no idea. Sorry for not talking to any of you much recently, I pushed everyone away and I feel so fucking guilty. I pushed away all my irl friends for that arsehole too, so don't feel too victimised. I still feel bad though, and I promise promise promise to start appreciating you all more now <3
...and start updating more...maybe...probably not...sorry...
Anyway. This was long and rambly and pointless, and the big moment you were all waiting for was 'I LOVE YOU'. Wow. Sounds like a shit teen movie, doesn't it? Blah. I need to sleep. Goodbye x
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