Guitar and time

I'm beyond lazy but I'm also talented (not to sound egotistic, other peoples words). I never put a hundred present into anything because I'm afraid the outcome won't meet up with my daydreams. For some strange reason today though, through all the crap I had to do... I just stopped. I went to my room, forgetting about homework, bills, jobs, family... life. I picked up one of my guitars and told myself I was going to learn something, anything. To be truthful I didn't even care what it was as long as I got it down pat. For the first time in possibly forever, I didn't get pushed into anything and I actually played the guitar till my fingers hurt and my mind was numb. I like this feeling, but I can only hope that it last.