My Wish

I think this is more journal material.
I wrote this a couple of mins ago... I was really high so my grammar may be way offff. lol
Anyways, English translation is at the bottom.

Mi deseo es que tu me veas como una persona maravillosa antes de verme como un pedazo de carne para masticar y luego escupir de tu boca.

No quiero vestirme de reina para que te atrae. Quiero que mi persona, mi alma te atrae. Asi no te importara lo que tengo afuera y como me veo.

No espero de ser un gasto te tiempo. Ni espero que solo te recuerdas de mi como entretenimiento.

Y cuando ya no estamos juntos, cuando se te ocurre, quiero que piensas de mí como unos momentos felices, una memoria tan dulce que te regresarías para volverme en tu vida.

Porque quiero que me veas como una persona de gran valor, gran importancia y no simplemente otra gana, otra victoria.

Si yo importaba, quiero que me veas como alguien quien amas de verdad, alguien con quien quieres estar y ser parte te tu vida, alguien quien te ama y te cuida.

Y si llego de morir o salir de tu vida espero que te traiga nostalgia no para traerte dolor pero para que sepas que si fue amor.

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My hope is that you see me as a wonderful person before you see me like a piece of meat to chew on and then spit out of your mouth.

I do not want to dress like a queen to attract you. I want my personality, my soul to do that. That way you do not care what I have and how I look outside.

I do not hope to be a waste of your time. Neither do I hope you remember me only as old entertainment.

And when we're no longer together, when it occurs to you, I want you to think of me as a happy moment, a memory so sweet that it makes you want me back in your life.

Because I want you to see me as a person of great value and importance. Not just another score, or just another victory.

If I have come to matter to you, I want you to see me as someone you really love, someone you want as part your life who also loves and cares for you.

And if I die or walk out of your life, I would hope it brings you nostalgia. Not to intentionally bring you pain but to let you know that this love was real.