I feel super depressed today. It has not been a good day. First of all, I completely failed one of my A-Level exams and it has put me in an unbelievably shit mood because now I have to re-sit it and I didn't want to do that. I feel like Im completely failing at life. I don't know what I want to do when I'm older as nothing interests me except writing and I will never get published so thats off the table.
I don't know how I got left behind but everybody seems to know what they want to do and I'm struggling just getting by on a daily basis. I feel like I'm going to be stuck in some dead end job with no qualifications because I'm a fuck-up. Even now when I'm writing this I have three essays due and I can't bring my self to write them.
I feel like giving up and letting myself become something I will hate. I don't know about anyone else who is reading this. How did you decide where your life is going and are you happy? I realise that further education is not for me and I hate waking up every morning. I force myself to attend college. I want to give up and I don't know what will happen to me.
I feel like I'm having a mid-life crisis even though I am nowhere near that age. I need help.
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