I don't want a lover...

I don't want a lover. I can't have a lover because someone else still has my heart for now, but damn I could use a cuddle buddy. Like just someone I could turn to after a bad day and just sit in silence while hugging. I want someone who'd just let me get angry and depressed and run their fingers through my hair just to calm me down. I want somebody that would grab me by the waist and let me fall into them just because I look tired and need a rest. I want someone to just be able to tell me, "Relax, I'm always going to be here for you so calm down" without having the fear they're going to leave/lie because of a title. Yeah... Just need someone like that.