My Chemical Romance's break up

I remember the first time I ever listened to them. I was in my room listening to Justin Bieber and my cousin walks in and tells me "stop listening to that shitty music. listen to my chemical romance instead" so I did. I went on youtube and searched up my chemical romance; the first video that showed up was welcome to the black parade. I clicked on it and once the music started playing I fell in love. I spent all day listening to their music and smiling because they're lyrics were so inspiring and made me happy. That was the day I stopped listening to Justin Bieber and spent my days listening to My Chemical Romance; I was only in seventh grade back then. Whenever things got hard and I felt like cutting or just felt really depressed My Chemical Romance was always there to make me feel safe and happy. I can honestly say they are the reason I stopped cutting back in seventh grade and eight grade. By 9th grade I started listening to other bands and didn't really listent to MCR anymore but they were still a part of me and always had a special place in my heart. Yesterday, when I found out that they broke up, everything went downhill. I started crying uncontrollably; I felt like I'll never be able to be happy again. It felt like I had just lost my best friend because well I did. MCR was there for me when no one was and I considered them close friends even if I didn't know them. Knowing that they wont make new music or release new cds or go on tour really hurts my heart. I would do anything to have them come back