I just don't even know.

I really don't know why I'm constantly on Facebook, hoping for a friend request. It's irks me how I'm just fawning over him. I hate it. Maybe it's because he makes me smile, compliments me, smiles at me, constantly asks how I am, hugs me. I don't know, I'm feeling like a schoolgirl with a crush or something like that...

I don't even know what's going to happen next year, he's probably going off to some other college and I should probably just forget about it.

Yeah, I'll just push these thoughts and feelings aside.

I'm not pretty enough for him anyway and I'm probably to young as well.