"Two People Are Spying On You"

Eating: dinner
Drinking: milk
Listening to: Nirvana's Nevermind album
Watching: Youtube
Mood: nervous...
The dirt:

Okay so dear Google ads, you are not cool. If this is you dicking around so that I'm going to click on your ad, you are being a complete and total jerk because I am already a paranoid mess. Let's go into it, shall we?

1. I just removed about 13 viruses from my computer. That scared the hell out of me when I found them because I know NOTHING about viruses besides they scare me. I am legitimately scared of computer viruses because I'm told they ruin people's lives. They're gone now and have been for a few weeks, but I am still scared.

2. I had to change my gmail account password two weeks ago. I realize this sort of thing happens all the time but that still scared me too.

3. My ex is clingy and that scares me because I know that even though he deleted his mibba account he can still very well log on and see what I'm doing. And it's not unlike him to do shit like this; because I know he's still bitching to my friend about "us".

Google ads, you fucking suck. People are NOT spying on me, people are NOT spying on me, people are NOT spying on me PEOPLE ARE NOT FUCKING SPYING ON ME. SOMEONE PLEASE TELL ME I AM RIGHT, BECAUSE I AM LEGITIMATELY HAVING A PANIC ATTACK.