not like anyone reads this junk

yeah... as the title states. no one would ever read this stupid junk. I just need a way to rant about everything and anything. Here it goes:

I hate being told what I can do, who I am, and who I will amount to. I hate that people compare me to other people. I am not the other person. No matter how much I want to be that other person, I can't be. I know I am not good enough. I know I am not smart enough. I know I am not pretty enough, but still. I don't think I need to be told what or who I am. I'm sick and tired of just being me and trying to be everyone you want me to be. I won't stop trying to be someone else but it still hurts. I hate this feeling of feeling useless because everyone tells me I am useless.

I know. I always preach: be yourself. Throw the weights away and cross the finish line without any pressure attached. BUt like they always say: it's easier to preach than to implement.

Done.