It's been awhile since I started feeling like this. I just feel like I'm existing. I'm not feeling anything anymore unless it's related to a TV show or fanfiction. Which is pretty pathetic.
Things that used to make me sad I just shrug off. I can't even be bothered to be angry anymore. My life is going nowhere and it's making me feel terrible.
I can't talk to anyone in real life. Last time I tried I was told it was nothing or that I'm just making it up. I have no friends. No money. Nothing.
It's getting worse by the day. I need someone to talk to, but I have no one. I used to be really close to my sister, but she's turned into a bitch and I don't even want to be in the same room as her. The only time my family speaks to me is if they're taking the piss.
Which is probably why I need the TV shows I watch and the books and fanfiction I read, just to escape and forget how awful I feel at the moment.
I want to give up.
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