A Rant

How do I feel? Alone. But not in that earth shatteringly, never-gonna-make-it-without-you kind of way. Just sad. Upset. But understanding.

What am I doing right now? I'm taking down pictures in my room, the ones from high school mostly. Lately I guess I just feel like everyone is growing and changing and branching out in different directions. I'm not as close with people I used to be inseparable with. I don't have as many people I can count on as I did a year ago. But, hey. I guess that's life. I think it's called 'growing up.'

The truth is, everyone is going to grow up. Not everyone who stands behind you now will be there in the future. Some people will tear you down, some people will leave without reason, and some will simply drift away.

Am I depressing you yet?

I'm not really sure why I'm writing this, just needed someone to talk to, I guess. Seems like listeners are far and few in between in lately. I'm trying to keep busy though and maybe this is what I'll do from now on; tell you. Because I'm tired of chasing people around who I thought would never leave me in the first place.