Is it worth it?

As of this moment in time everything seems hard...

Writing
Reading
School
Life
Being social.

Is any of it really worth it anymore? Truly?
I can't seem to tell actually what is worth anything anymore.
It has all become pointless patterns along white space.

I don't know what to do with anything anymore. So i will continue to sit here and stare at a screen and hope i find my meaning some where for once... Even if i may never come to this realization. I guess it wouldn't hurt to try. Its not like anyone else wants to talk to me or anything. I'm all alone... Once more...