I watched The Angels Take Manhattan, just to see if it still hurt.
Let's check the vitals, shall we?
Tears? Check.
Pain? Check.
Doctor's pain? Check.
What hits me most is that letter. The letter that Amy wrote to the Doctor.
Hello, old friend, and here we are. You and me, on the last page. By the time you read these words, Rory and I will be long gone. So know that we lived well, and were very happy. And above all else, know that we will love you, always. Sometimes I do worry about you, though. I think once we're gone, 'you won't be coming back here for a while, and you might be alone, which you should never be. Don't be alone, Doctor. And do one more thing for me. There's a little girl waiting in a garden. She's going to wait a long while, so she's going to need a lot of hope. Go to her. Tell her a story. Tell her that if she's patient, the days are coming that she'll never forget. Tell her she'll go to sea and fight pirates. She'll fall in love with a man who'll wait two-thousand years to keep her safe. Tell her she'll give hope to the greatest painter who ever lived and save a whale in outer space. Tell her this is the story of Amelia Pond. And this is how it ends.
It hurts me to the see the Doctor hurting. The look of pure hopelessness on his face as he puts on Amy's glasses. How River attempts to cheer him up, but he just stares at her as though it would physically hurt him to smile.
This show hurts me.