Can't. Breathe.
I just - He's my Doctor. I knew I had to expect this at some point, but now? He's going now? I can't handle a new regeneration. I - He signed on for series eight for fuck's sake.
He's the Doctor that was my best friend. He made me laugh, he made me cry. He made me think about things. He made me fall in love with this show all over again.
He gave me the Ponds. He gave me Clara.
Maybe I'm being melodramatic. Or maybe my heart's being ripped out of my chest.
Either way, I'll miss you Smithy.