Apprehension

On Sunday I was at my loves house and we were on "bars" which are xanex and after a day of pure perfection of being together. We always have a connection when we have sex, kiss, or hug. I wish i can remember more of it i just remember we fell asleep together with him holding me.

I come home and go to sleep to wake up the next morning to a text from his brother saying he was baker acted. I wont hear from him for one to three days. I didn't know if it was like the time he told this girl Selena he was backer acted and he just didn't want to talk to her.

Except this morning when I went to Walmart and ran into his grandma and she told me a little of what happened because he was coming down and she told me to call up the place if I want to hear from him.

I called and left a message with the place and he hasn't called me back. Im so scared without him I feel incomplete. My other half is missing. I just want to hear his voice telling me he loves me.