If you have read my recent blog this will make more sense.
But, he's still being an asshole. No text from him or anything. I'm starting to decide on if I should just kick him out of my life all together. And if I am carrying something that we created than so be it.
You know, I didn't do this on purpose. It's not entirely all my fault we weren't careful. And I didn't beg him to start this whole no strings attached relationship. It was both of our ideas.
Stupid. Fucking. Idea.
And now, I'm stuck with a problem.
I'm late.
And on top of this, so many other problems. With, money, my living situation and my parents.
So what do I do now? Wait on his call or text every waking minute?
Hell no. I refuse to be that pitiful girl. I refuse. I will not do it again. But I will blog about how pissed off I am. Because this isn't fair to me. To just stop talking to me all together because you are scared?
Well I'm fucking scared too.
I don't know. Maybe you just need time to comprehend the situation. But that's even if there is a situation! I could just be stressed out and my cycle got rearranged.
So you know what?
Fuck you/.