wow, i'm still alive.

yes, it's true. here i am. being boring and flighty as always.

i'm mostly over on tumblr all the time now, to be honest. if you want my tumblr it's here, and hopefully the link works because i don't know how things work on mibba anymore and it confuses me. like do we still use preset codes? or do we do html? we just don't know.

anyway, i'm sorry i've been away for so long. i'm gonna try and be a good girl and finish up my stories and start some new ones because as fun as tumblr is, it doesn't really have anything in the way of layouts and if there's one thing i have a guilty pleasure for it's a good layout. like sometimes i just go through my stories and look out at the layouts and tell myself "goddamn, that is one beautiful layout".

so.

recent happenings in my life: i've decided to become a stage tech (lighting). but i really still want to do music. i bought myself a mic and i've been recording with that. great sound quality. it's called the snowball, and it's like 50 bucks and fucking fantastic with capture. i use audacity for now but once i can afford it i'm buying mixcraft. i actually live right near a recording studio so if i save up enough i can go on over there and record something with friends or whatever. which'll be nice. once i start actually being able to compose songs. so yeah. basically lighting is my safety net but i'm really gonna try and push this singing thing because every time i go to a show i see how much fun these people are having doing something they love and i think "i want that to be me. i don't want to settle." everyone always settles and i'm just not happy doing lights my entire life. christofer says to follow your dreams, he even told me yesterday and so i don't want to just do my safety net. when i put out an EP in the next year you guys will def hear about it.

went to warped tour. met christofer. best experience of my life. so the christofer drew stories will def be being worked on. he is exactly like everyone thinks he is, a total sweetheart. also he fist-bumped me for being a month and a half vegan (there's some news too) and he gave me the biggest hug ever. i bought a bandhappy ticket so we had songwriting lessons from him which is why i met him. warped was fucking awesome as always, great lineup this year, i'm literally limping and my voice is shot to hell. i go again on friday when it comes down south here and i bought another bandhappy ticket for SWS so i'll be learning stuff from kellin and matty from MMF which will be fab. also gonna try and mosh for BMTH and maybe wall of death. which will be amazing.

uhhhhh. moved out for the summer. going back in the fall b/c school. got a job at olive garden that pays my bills and getting a car before summer. holla. life is finally lookin up. i dont cut anymore, i'm out of depression. so.

talk to me. 8)
July 9th, 2013 at 03:08am