College || The Countdown.

I never really expected myself to grow up, but I guess it's happening. I'm growing up. I started college in exactly one month and three days. I graduated from high school two months ago. Where did I go? Where did this kid inside of me go? Where did being little go?

Oh, yeah, it left the moment I left high school. OH. MY. GOD.

Do you see what I'm saying? How am I supposed to cope with this growing up thing when I can barely handle a crowd bigger than 30 people?

Oh, and by the way, I'm kind of jealous at people that graduated without me because like half of them just got married in the past week and I'm still single. >.< I don't mind, because I know someone is bound to like me and possibly fall in love with me. But still. I'm happy for them, don't get me wrong. I think marriage and everything is the best thing ever, but I want to get married. Maybe I'm an idiot, I dunno.

I have horrible spelling when I'm not writing a story. I just do whatever. SNAPCHAT.

Anyways, back to the college thing. I'm excited, but I'm nervous because I have no idea what I need for my classes. Like, do I buy a backpack and stuff? or do I just show up with a 3-subject notebook and a couple pens and be like "Whaddup?" Idk. I do know that I'll have a couple friends going for the same classes with me so that'll be fun, but like, really. Why am I 18? When did I go from 8 to 18? My brother told me I had to slow down because I was making him old, but lkfjaskjfalksjfalksjflkasjf okay. I dunno if this is the limit but whatevs.

p.s. i LOVE you all!