I miss you

I miss you.

We haven't talked in a few days, and it's killing me. I'm trying to forget about it and know that you'll talk

when you have time, but I can't get you off my mind. I've grown so attached since I first started talking

to you and even though it's only been a few days, I'm miserable not talking to you. I'm jealous of

everyone who gets to see you every single day; more than anything I wish that I could be one of them. I

know you're busy and doing things with your life, but when we go from talking every day to only talking

every few days, it tears me up inside. I wonder what you're doing, and if you're thinking about me as

much as I'm thinking about you. I pray for you every night, hoping that one day we can actually be

together. The silence hurts even more because of the distance. Living far apart makes all this even

harder than a normal relationship. I don't even know if it truly is a proper relationship we have. I don't

know what to call you, but I'd like to call you my boyfriend. I want you to call me your girlfriend, and I

want us to be together all the time. You called me babe and told me you loved me so much the last

time we talked. Reading that message over and over again makes my heart flutter and my eyes well

up. I just find it so hard to believe that someone as perfect as you can love me.

You make me happier than anyone else ever has.

I need you.