Okay well I sit on my butt pretty much all day and really have nothing to do. Pssst I'm jobless, I really don't know what to do. I suffer from really bad anxiety, and I don't really like people. I get so worked up around people that I start to sweat and my stomach starts to knot, sometimes I get really sick because of that. The thing that sucks is that no one around me understands what I am going through and thinks that I will just 'get over it'. It's really not that easy, I want to get over it, I really do but I really don't know how. I think I should see a doctor about it but I'm scared to see the doctor, so what should I do? I do have some human interaction I'm not a complete mole, I do have a boyfriend and family. I don't really have friends, I had friends in High School but they were holding me back and I just couldn't be myself so I just couldn't be friends with them anymore.
On another note, I want another puppy dog. I told my boyfriend that I didn't want another dog cause it would be too much work but after watching over a hundred surprise puppy/dog videos I want another one. I'm very bad -.- but it probably won't happen, I love my puppers. I just wish she would actually play with me instead of chewing on my clothes. She's kind of crazy, I think she gets it from me. :D Okay I can't really think of anything else to say so, I LOVE YOU WORLD and good night to every cheery person out there!!
-SS
