A ramble of sorts

FIRST BLOG POST YO

Yeowza summer has been such a blast. And by "blast" I mean laying in bed seeing no one aka wonderful. So naturally when school comes along I'm going to be such a drag, I can feel it. I've become so incredibly lazy it's not even funny. Like I'm still in bed and it's 4 o'clock.

I really need help. Whatever is the opposite of narcolepsy, that's me cause I can't fall asleep for the life of me.

DAMN THE INTERNET. First of all course my connection is so slow I mean I've been trying to listen to this song for the past thirty minutes and it always stops in the middle (Hallelujah covered by Jodi, Alana & Morgan. I highly suggest it. Like holy harmonies! Not to mention they're from my hometown like how local can you get?) So my internet is so slow, I suppose it's revenge from me not doing my econ course yet. See, I had this brilliant idea at the beginning of summer to take my econ course online so I didn't have to take the class with this teacher everyone hate. So of course I haven't even started it and school starts in 18 days. Yes, I'm counting down. I'm counting the number of day I have left of freedom.

I feel like I should ramble more so I shall. Since it's my senior year, I have college on my mind. I'm not sure I'm ready in the sense that I haven't gotten applications or anything to start applying for colleges. I'm not exactly the smartest cookie (or well I'm generally smart but I don't know how to apply it well) so getting into a college like Yale, Brown, or Harvard is out of the question. It's not like I would want to go there anyways.

Nope, I've had my college picked out since 7th grade. If I don't make it in I will, without a doubt, break down in tears because I seriously don't know what I'm going to do if I don't make it in. I'll go and audition to get in in November and I'm not even prepared now and it's AUGUST. Yes, "audition" I'm going to attempt to make it into the college of my dreams' Musical Theater Program. Yeah yeah yeah think what you want, but it's actually a career. And I'll minor in modern dance too.

Basically, if things don't work out I'm screwed. But I have to believe they will work out because in a job like I'm choosing, I can't afford to think any other way.

Oh look at me thinking all adult like.

Alright, I'm starving and I need to clean my room (spoilers: I probably won't leave my bed.)

Adios for now.

OH and as you may have noticed I am absolute shit at doing layouts like this blog looks weird.
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