I Think I Need Help.

You know, I find myself stuck.
I'll go to write a poem or a song to fit how I feel and all I come up with is like.. a song already written.
Right now I'm angry and beaten down.
Restless Heart Syndrome is the ONLY song coming to mind.
I hate that.
I mean, I love that song but I hate that I can't make my own.

How the FUCK do I get this out of me?
How...

I don't want a blog to be my way out. I just don't.
I need a song. Something to express how I feel and for people to feel it with me.
That's why I write music.
That's the reason.