Disorders

I think it is horrible that some people have a mentality that revolves around making a mockery of things like depression and other disorders. I study them, have seen them for real, have had them for real, and it’s not cute. It’s not a fun thing that you can get a popular out of. If you’re proud of not going outside or “conforming” to society by leaving your fucking room then I dont know what to tell you.

I come from a long history of anxieties mostly rooted in ed’s. I've tried to not to go to the gym for the past five days in a row, I have tried to spend more time in my school library studying, have tried to stay out with my friends even when I feel like reblogging horses. But you still want to tell me this is fun?