"Stange how things can change."

I fucked up. Really bad.

So about a month and a half ago, I started talking to my friends older brother who I've been friends with for years. This past week, we started texting. Its going great except for the fact that he has a girlfriend. We hung out today and it was honestly awesome. We laughed, talked, joked, everything. It was great.

But then when he was driving me home, his sister texted me asking if I knew where he was. He told me i should lie to her. I have been friends with this girl for over 8 years and have never lied to her once. So then she got mad that me and him were talk ing because of his girlfriend. She said she wont let him do that to his girlfriend and got really mad at me.

He asked me to hang out again this week and i was really excited to but now i feel like a total scumbag because everyone thinks I'm helping him cheat on his girlfriend. I told him that his sister got really mad at me and that we probably shouldn't hang out until he figures everything out with his girlfriend. he hasn't answered and its been about a half hour.

i fucked this up before it even started. go me.