Did i trip over a mirror and shatter it?

I honestly just feel like I most likely shattered a mirror or forgot to knock on wood or threw salt over my....left? Shoulder.
•I got my eye infected and it's swollen up. They said it will take two weeks to heal.
•my mom thinks I'm an idiot now. Along with myself.
•my friends think I am a whore because my boyfriends dad decided to buy him condoms and have him keep them with him-_-
•and I'm getting those depressed "always either pissed or hopeless" feelings. It's not a first, however, so I'm not all that worried. I made it through before, the relapse can't possibly be as terrible as the first time.
Said no one ever.
Okay I sound like a whiny freak! Sweet man!
So it's 6:30 in the morning on a summer morning and I previously stayed up until one in the morning. I woke up at 5:30 today, due to the fact that I had a dream where I rolled my eyes, my boyfriend said it made him want to slap me when I roll my eyes. Me being the stupid jerk I am I said "do it." And rolled my eyes again just to make my point clear. Then he proceeded to slap me at least five times. If not more.
Good job, man.
I don't feel sad about that at all.
I think what got to me the most about that is the way that I didn't fight back. ALWAYS fight back. Even if you know your gonna fall, go down swinging.
But no, I just say there crying.